You’re reading too much into it. N860CR and I disagree on the approach to managing covid. That’s well known. I’d prefer my approach where I don’t have my travel disrupted. I’m not prepared to ‘take what comes’ if it means having to stay an extra week somewhere, get ‘recovered’ documents, rearrange tickets or buy new airfares, and be away from work.
And again, raising your mask with your dirty hands between bites is not going to prevent that. I’m not trying to be rude, but you need to accept reality. I’d certainly rather not have to deal with any eventualities either, but that’s part of life and I’m mature enough to accept that. You seem to be living in some fantasy land where you believe you can avoid contracting an endemic, contagious, extremely mild virus using largely pointless measures for eternity.