Posting about a very small snippet of the issues I face (or venting as you call it) helps me. I'm struggling.
I don't seek advice. Asking me to seek psychiatric assessment is not advice. I like to see if anyone else experiences similar issues. Read what I post and ignore it or simply ignore it without reading it. Putting me down doesn't achieve anything. I don't quite understand all the resentment.
I have today ignored my own long-term advice to not respond to your posts.
But this will be it.
As you know, but others may not, we have met a couple of times. I have listened to you in person.
But there comes a point where the best of us despair.
John, do what you like - but why do you constantly post your miseries on AFF, yet do not accept any of the comments/advice/recommendations (frequently from the many medical professionals on this forum)?
You claim to be struggling. You post on AFF. Kind and compassionate people here try to help. But what do you do? You kick them in the teeth. Hard. And then just keep moaning.
You reject and argue about EVERYTHING.
What is it about AFF that makes you want to subject us - endlessly - to your bizarreness? Do you do the same on other online forums? Why us? Are we so kind that you are just taking advantage of that?
You clearly have enough time to sit and type endless whinging posts. Try turning that time to helping yourself, instead of clogging up our time - that you constantly push back on - with your misery.
John, I truly wish you well - but you really do need to go away and help yourself, not put on an attention-seeking performance to others for absolutely no tangible gain.
Actually, very likely to your detriment...
Think about that last comment...
Neither good for you, nor good for us...